Sleeping is the hardest thing to do sometimes..
I just want to hear it.. Hear that you love me and what I mean to you :’(
I’m not perfect.
I love to smile but I love to cry.
Sometimes I wanna be cuddled all the time, and occasionally I want to be left alone.
I may not be what you expect from looking directly at me, I may not be what you expect from looking into me, I will not be at all what you expect, because no one can predict what I am, how I’m feeling, what I’m thinking.. Unless I let you know, somehow.
Trying to keep a cool just doesn’t go well. I’m acting all calm when really I’m furious.
I’d actually love to hide away from everything sometimes.. When I’m shaking. And I struggle to eat. And I’m crying.. This is one of the places I’d like to be.
(Source: hibiku, via searchlightsgrowingdim)